Category: Family

The Big Birthday Countdown Part Four: One Week

I read an article after last week’s plane crash about another plane crashing into a house, back on March 3 1972. Intriguingly enough the crash occurred not 15 minutes from where we now live in Schenectady, NY and the cause is to this day unknown. I don’t know how many or who were on that plane, but it was morbidly interesting to note that they died the very day I was born.

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In class the other day I tried to impress upon my students the futility of planning too much for the future. Of course none of them care much at this point – full of youthful optimism that they are – but my message was that it’s difficult to control what may be especially since the energy is better spent trying to wrangle what is. Do your homework now, instead of planning to do it the morning it is due.

As I bid farewell to my 37th year it is with more than a little astonishment as to what I have accomplished, seen and done in this time. Furthermore, I am humbled by the fact that when I truly attempt to chronologue events in my mind it seems like a very long time has passed, which is to say life may not move as quickly as it seems, and even if it has we are afforded more than enough time to make the most of it!

This bodes well for my future. Given that I expect at least as many years to come as have already passed, who knows what else is in store for me?

It Has Begun!

As you can see here, BS has already started working on the basis for our new iPod Touch game.

What he doesn’t know, is that MKI was not the final game in the series…

The Big Birthday Countdown Part Three: 2 Weeks!

I have decided, in my infinite wisdom, to make a living by creating games for the iPhone (& iPod Touch). I’m going to be the designer, and my brother will be the programmer. Of course there are some obstacles in our path (he doesn’t own a Mac, neither of us own an iPod Touch) but these are surmountable!

The first game will likely be the latest in my Mercenary King series. Details to follow…

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In two weeks I’ll be 37, which seems just…wrong. Most of my life I’ve been intrigued by people’s personalities, especially the connection with age. Everyone has a preconcieved notion, as they are ‘growing up’, of how ‘old people’ must act and think, and yet as one ages it becomes increasingly obvious that such notions are wrong. I don’t feel – inside – much different from how I felt when I was 27 or even 17. Sure I am (probably) wiser and have more experience (I have ‘levelled up’, you may say) but I’m still the same me!

So then why is it alarming to look at the numbers of my (soon to be) age? Why do I even think such thoughts as “I hate growing old” when all that seems to be changing to me are the numbers (and not the me)? As much as anyone else I have ever known, I’m not the sort that gives a damn about what others think of me, so why do I occasionally care so much about what I think of myself?

My greatest fear is growing old and losing my mind. I happen to think my mind is quite an asset, and the thought that one day it may simply fade away is the deepest darkest fear in my soul. I suppose, the only truth in my own aging, is that every day (and especially every year) such a possibility becomes ever so slightly more likely…

So I must use my mind while it remains sound! I must use my intelligence and my assets. I must graduate, get out of school, and do something with myself. This of course raises it’s own, entirely different set of problems. But I shall leave them for another entry 🙂